Not Falling Up

Not Falling Up

Sasha Dehring

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[05 Sep 2004|10:58am]

[ mood | loved ]

[ music | the urge-its my turn to fly ]

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!
ok 2 things will explain why i did that...1.i turned 14 yesturday and 2.IM GOING OUT WITH NINO!......i love him so much. i kinda figured he liked me since during classroom breaks he would be out in the hall waiting for me, not to mention he was writing "i love sasha" on his papers, on himslef and in my agenda he wrote "nino loves sasha and his weiner". lol, but im happy, I LOVE NINO!!!

ok heres what i got for my birthday....
nino
1.a reeeeeeeeeeally sweet necklace
2.an earing you put in your ear and clip the other end to the top of your ear
3.a pin that says "i love" and i had to write "nino"
and 4.a pin with hot topics 10th anniversary on it
jessica
1.a funny ass card!!! (well actually it was from jess and nino)
and 2.some spongebob earings

then my aunts and uncles just got me a card, some had money in them. I GOT $100 FUCKING BUCKS!!
half of my aunts and uncles didnt even know it was my real birthday so thats why i didnt get any presents. BUT o well im happy with what i got!

I LOVE YOU NINO! :)

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[22 Aug 2004|07:05pm]

[ mood | crazy ]

[ music | eighteen visions-who the fuck killed john lennon ]

i spent the night at angeys last night. we went to the armada fair today but it wasnt any fun, all the rides were really stupid. after that we went to the mall. we went to spencers, hot topic, smelled all the smelly crap at bath & body works, then we just.... hung out. angey got a little mocha frappachino thingy from the coffee place in the food court, and DAMN ARE THEY GOOD!!!!
i just went home after the mall....mom picked up my glasses from the optomitrist, they're soo kewl!! :)

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[20 Aug 2004|03:44pm]

[ mood | loved ]

[ music | my dogs barking ]

i OD'd on the sweets again and i made myself sick as hell. angey spent the night last night. i was supposed to go over her house today and spend the night but nooooo....i have a stupid eye appointment tomorrow. o well, angey has a therepist appointment tomorrow in ann arbor and my mom doesnt want me to go, so shes gonna pick me up tomorrow when she gets home.

...in my own little world...
ITS FREE DAY! this day, unlike any other day, comes around once a month. my gurlz and i have been waiting for this day to come since....well since last months free day. since i am the king, my gurlz and i get to be the first ones into every store. first, we all run to hot topic and grab all the pairs of pants, shirts and shoes we like and stuff them into our hefty bags. After that, we run to wal*mart, target, borders books, toys R us and meijer. now that our feet hurt like hell, my gurlz and i "walk" home with bags and bags of everything we could ever want.

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[15 Aug 2004|06:28pm]

[ mood | artistic ]

[ music | busted-crash and burn ]

Not much going on here. My pools done!!!! I cant co swimming in it though, the chemicals have to clean the pool and clear it up cause its really cloudy.
Anywho... Shelton was supposed to come over today:(, i tried calling him and asking him when he wanted to come over....its too late now:(. I was looking forward to it for like....FOREVER!
anyways.. next week i "might" be going camping with my baby (anglea), but shes still not sure about it. i mean she wants to go, but shes not sure if she "can" go yet.

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[11 Aug 2004|12:18pm]

[ mood | artistic ]

[ music | mom talking ]

im at work with my mom right now....

OMG i made the biggest mistake of putting that beeswax crap from Hot Topic in my hair to try to spike it. i tried to wash it out but it didnt work. karen told me that she once did that and she put mayonnase in her hair and it got out all the wax. so this morning, since we dont have any mayo, i put miricle whip in my hair instead. it worked pretty good but it didnt get it all out. when i get home im gonna try washing it out with soap. i was in the bathroom a minute ago trying to get it out by washing my hair with hand soap. it worked pretty good, then again i dunno cause my hair is stil wet and it feels different when its wet...whatever..when i get home im gonna be in the shower for hours and im not coming out till i get all that carppy beeswax out of my hair!!!

...in my own little world...
i am on my thrown, my gurlz there with me, one on each side. all of a sudden i yell "butler!", and my butler Elsworth comes up to me and says "what may i do for you Mad 'am?" and i say "my gurlz and i would like grilled cheese sandwiches and glasses of our finest friut punch please." Elsworth replies "of course, right away Mad 'am", and walks off in to the kitchen, snapping his fingers to get the cooks attention and yells "3 grilled cheese sandwiches and 3 glasses of fruit punch for the king and queens!!"
everyone runs around the kitchen frying up the sandwiches. others run outside to the fruit punch trees, picks a carton off one of the branches, then runs back inside to the kitchen. In the kitchen the sandwiches are done and sitting on a giant serving plate along with 3 empty wine glasses. Elsworth grabs the carton of punch, pours it into the glasses, puts on the cover, then walks out of the kitchen and into the thrown room.
"3 grilled cheese sandwiches and 3 glasses of our finest fruit punch, as you ordered Mad 'am." said Elsworth, and lifts the lid to show our food. as i sit here, on my thrown, my gurlz sitting on each side of me, we eat our scrumptious sandwiches and drink our sweet juice.

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[10 Aug 2004|05:06pm]

[ mood | upset ]

[ music | godsmack-voodoo ]

Bored...
im waiting for my dad to get home so I can have Angey over. I'm kinda bummed cause sammi couldnt come over:(, shes grounded. i really wish she wasnt so depressed, shes so pretty, she has a great body and figure, she has a bunch of friends that love her to death:).... she doesnt realize that it could be worse. she could be in a hospital either crippled or have 3rd degree burns etc... Sammi I love you sooo much and it hurts me to see you upset:(...

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[09 Aug 2004|06:29pm]

[ mood | tired ]

[ music | godsmack-greed ]

bored.... i miss my gurlz :(...

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[09 Aug 2004|12:15pm]

[ mood | bored ]

[ music | its really quiet right now... ]

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[09 Aug 2004|11:28am]

[ mood | mellow ]

morning... im kinda not as jittery and hyper i used to be anymore. i got in a fight with my mom last night (im not telling you why but ill say this instead), whichmade me lose control and start throwing out all my emotions at once. i started yelling, crying, getting unbelievably angry, then ran to my room, slammed the door and turned on my stereo really loud so i couldnt hear if they were calling me.
about and hour-and-a-half later i called angey and talked to her for a couple minutes. i did feel much better after talking to her....

anyways...yea im still kinda..blah, after what happened..

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staind-so far away [07 Aug 2004|06:14pm]

[ mood | wanting ]

[ music | the damning well-awakening ]

i just got back from kroger, i bought some chocolate ice cream.... mmmmmm.... yea, im eating some right now. I SCREAM FOR HELP DAMN IT NOT ICE CREAM!!!.... i miss my gurlz. ANGEYS NOT MOVING TO MINISOTA!!!! YAY!!! im so happy, now if i can just get a conformation on if shes going to dakota or not... i want her to go to dakota cause if she does then i can be with both my gurlz and be happy. (yea sammi's goin to dakota)...

....in my own little world i am king and my two gurlz are queen....

anyways... yea i went off into my own little world there for a second...
dad hollered for me so i went to see what he wanted. he couldnt see where the play button was (yea hes far-sighted...meaning he cant see close up...meaning he needs reading glasses...if you dont know what im talking about now then your pretty stupid and you need to start riding the little bus....),so i said "its right here dad, its the little button that has a side-ways triangle and 2 slashy lines on it".... didnt work so i just said fuck it (in my head) and pressed play on the DVD player...lol

yea....so...im gonna go for now....bye!

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[07 Aug 2004|02:30pm]

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[06 Jul 2004|05:15pm]

[ mood | dorky ]

sitting here with nothing to do but chat with ppl and listen to the "party boy" song i downloaded!!! lol

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[24 Jun 2004|12:01pm]

[ mood | hungry ]

hola!! yeah, not much is going on here... here as in here at work with my mom. i didnt want to stay home cause if i did i would be BORED TO DEATH!!!!
sorry, didnt mean to get all dramatic there.
anyways, im getting really hungry right now, but my mom has to finish some work before we can go eat. eh, its ok, ill live. ill just sit here chowing down on unhealthy chocolate munchies until we DO go eat some "healthy food".

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[17 Jun 2004|12:48pm]

[ mood | bored ]

*yawn* morning ppl. i kinda overslept so yeah, im kinda tired. i talked on the phone with shelton for about 20 minutes. i wanted him to come over today but my mom says i have to hang out with my dad since its almost father's day..... IM SO BORED!!!!

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[16 Jun 2004|11:06pm]

[ mood | loved ]

thank god!!!! my sore throat is gone!!! now all i have left is this damn couph. my voice is coming back, but im pretty sure it'll like come back entirley once it hits the weekend.
oh my god i was just talking to my older sis, mandy, SHE HAS 7 EFFIN MOSQUITO BITES!!! i only have one, but that damn bug bit me twice on the leg earlier in the month. their gone now, and this one on my shoulder is almost gone. it doesnt itch and im trying mot to scratch it.
anyways, i went to work with my mom today. on the drive there, she got mad at me cause she says she "saw" the bad words i had written in my "paper journal". she said she went to go put it away and it fell ope and the words just "flew" out at her. yeah right!! i could totally tell she was lieing. why would she go into my room and "put away" my diary? only she knows, and only she will tell.
anyways... yeah... i went to work with my mom. i went on the internet and printed out some info on jet planes. i dunno, just something to do to keep myself occupied. went and ate luch at around 12sumthin. went back to the office and continued my research. i fell asleep a few times after i was done with the airplane reserch. i was so tired cause i stayed up and watched the pistons game last night. well... not all of it, a little. but i did see enouph to know they were gonna win. around 6:40 or so we left and drove home. i ate some dinner, took a bath , and now im sitting here with all you ppl writing my thoughts.

anyways, im gonna finish up my chats with my ppls then head on off to bed. nighty night!!
i love you shelton!:)

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[16 Jun 2004|08:59am]

[ mood | sick ]

GOOOOOD MOOOOORNING!
ok that was a little gay but.... anyways, *opens mouth to talk, no words come out* i have lost my voice due to this damn sore throat!!
my mom says a cold like this lasts up to 7 to 8 days. mine started on friday night, so its lasted for 5 days now. which means i have 2 or 3 more days till im allllllll better. but i still cant have friends over cause my house is a mess.
so im gonna go clean it, and maybe my mom will change her mind.

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[11 Jun 2004|07:22pm]

[ mood | depressed ]

last day of school today :( i cried so hard i could swear my eyes were red. i miss everyone!!!!!!
im over at dimana's house right now eating animal crakers, drinking milk, and watching newly weds. JESSICA SIMPSON IS THE DUMBEST PERSON TO EVER WALK THIS FUCKING PLANET!!!!!!!

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[06 Jun 2004|03:57pm]

[ mood | okay ]

last week of school has finally come!!! although im not at all excited about it....
sharon is going to chippewa and im going to dakota. im gonna miss her sooooooooo much!! im asking all my friends for a hug on the last day, ive gotten all "yes"'s sof far. we're having a yearbook signing vat school tomorrow. im gonna try to get as many as possible, i got very few in 6th grade. i didnt get a yearbook in 7th grade.

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[24 May 2004|11:47am]

[ mood | drained ]

im really aggrevated!!!!
my friend called, wondering if would go to a movie with her. Mom wouldn't let me go since i already asked her if she, dad, mandy, chelsea and i could go see shrek once dad got home.
i havent hung out with heather in.... forever!
i really want to go somewhere, I WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS FUCKING HOUSE!!!!!
i was cooped up in it all day yesturday and saturday.

we dont have school today because of flooding fo the streets. YAHOOO!!!!!
then again no... i have a social studies test tomorrow and i havent studied at all! im gonna fail i just know it!

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[14 May 2004|06:51pm]

[ mood | lazy ]

[ music | Papa Roach - Born with nothing, Die with everything ]

hello to all you anonymous dorks out there who have the fuckin nerve to read MY journal!!!!...... *ahem* anyways.... not much is going on accept that im eating dinner and listening to music....

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